tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-81325247888285159822024-03-05T08:13:03.303-08:00I won't let you love me.we are all either angels or devils. i'd just like to make it out of this alive.iwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.comBlogger99125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8132524788828515982.post-33524821767860569282010-11-08T21:06:00.000-08:002010-11-08T21:06:14.309-08:00baby heart th(rob)your lips are my therapy<br />
your hips are perscription knock out<br />
second hand smoke and mirrors<br />
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feels like we've been here for years<br />
runaways from sheets and into beds<br />
ive been around the world and back<br />
always getting lost in the black of my eyes<br />
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maps got me lost<br />
the compass in my chest has me found<br />
lets set sail for morning<br />
once my eyes flutter close.<br />
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it's more about the love than the lust<br />
it's more about the why then the how<br />
xoiwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8132524788828515982.post-4650273498530966532010-07-28T21:26:00.000-07:002010-07-28T21:28:41.679-07:00Comic Con<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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</tbody></table>So last weekend we went to comic con. I thought I'd post a few of the pictures that best capture the madness of comic con. If you haven't been, I'd highly suggest it. We saw panels for Dexter, Glee and the new Twisted Metal game. But the hightlight (with regards to panels) was hands down the new Tommy Wiseau movie. I don't want to spoil it, but let's just say October cannot come soon enough.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">I got the chance to meet IJustine...who's a blogger that I've followed for awhile. Super nice and told awesome stories about getting to guest star on Law and Order: SVU<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">If you haven't seen the movie "The Room", please do yourself a favor. Google it, and find the nearest midnight showing and go. This is a cut out mask of the leading force behind it, Tommy Wiseau. I cannot begin to describe how insane that dude is.<br />
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</tbody></table>iwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8132524788828515982.post-89151401264193001442010-07-20T22:10:00.000-07:002010-07-20T22:10:26.454-07:00No good deed goes unnoticedInvisible Children is a group that I've known about for several years. I first became exposed to the video when I was in college, and I've managed to turn a few of my friends on to it over the years. It's a cause that I really believe in, and I wish more people were aware of it. <br />
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Sadly, Nate Henn, a "roadie" for the program, was tragically killed while working in Uganda. He was my age...which really hits home. <br />
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"<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-weight: bold;">Last night at the Do Something Awards I wore a personally designed “I HEART NATE HENN” Shirt to show my love and respect for Nate, who was tragically killed in a terrorist attack in Uganda. Nate was a great dude who worked for Invisible Children and it’s horrible that a random act of violence took away such a bright and awesome guy. If you’d like to</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-weight: bold;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-weight: bold;"><em>do something</em></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-weight: bold;">, please honor Nate and donate to his memorial fund at</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-weight: bold;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-weight: bold;"><a href="http://www.natehenn.com/" style="color: black;" target="_blank"></a></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-weight: bold;"><a href="http://www.NateHenn.com/" style="color: black;">www.NateHenn.com</a>"</span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-weight: bold;">via Pete Wentz's blog www.petewentz.com</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-weight: bold;"><br />
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</span>iwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8132524788828515982.post-10864917628580136642010-07-07T02:22:00.000-07:002010-07-07T02:22:02.972-07:00take a chance at being realwe all need something to believe in. to keep hearts beating a little bit too fast.<br />
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believe in broken bones. and learn how to heal.<br />
believe in blood. make your scars stories to tell when you get old.<br />
believe in guts. and the way you can take a punch to them but never give up<br />
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it's too easy to give up. to give in. i've outgrown the easy route. threw out the map that kept me stuck there. get lost and found. the truth of the matter is that i struggle every single day with myself. the trick to keeping your head in the clouds is getting lost inside the machine that beats away.<br />
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make yourself happy. it doesn't happen for free.<br />
make an effort to smile about something every single day.<br />
love someone or something. love it till you can't anymore. than go above and beyond. give into passion(s).<br />
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take a chance at being real.iwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8132524788828515982.post-38223928444723308222010-07-03T02:58:00.000-07:002010-07-03T02:58:07.244-07:00What's good in your life today?For the last several months, I've been listening to <a href="http://sportingnewsradio.com/category/shows/david-stein/">David Stein's radio show</a> every night on my way home from work. It's a sports show with a unique twist. It's more focused on the relationships and benefits sports have brought people. <br />
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I've never written into a show, or ever wanted to for that matter. But for the last few days I've been composting a letter that I am sending in. <br />
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<div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">David,</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 16.0px;"><br />
</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">I’ve never written to or contacted someone or something that I’m a fan of before. It’s just not something I’ve ever felt the need to do. Yet here I am, composing a letter to you, and your show. Unreal.</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 16.0px;"><br />
</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">I’ve had a few constants in life. A great family, a love of the Boston Red Sox, and a brain that just is a bit off. I’ve been clinically diagnosed with everything from insomnia, to major depression, and social anxiety, to permanent jet lag. I prefer to think of things as “unique”. Somedays everything works the ways they’re supposed to, and other days the chemicals are just too much for me. It’s the hand I’ve been dealt. </div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 16.0px;"><br />
</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">In September of last year, I moved away from my childhood home in St. Louis, Missouri, and moved across to the country to Phoenix Arizona, to be with the girl of my dreams. Thankfully after living together for almost a year, she’s still crazy about me, and I’m crazy about her. I have a job that I love, and things have been going relatively well for me, with regards to the way my life is going. But I still have days where I wake up and I feel like a monster.</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 16.0px;"><br />
</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">For about 8 weeks earlier this year, I was near psychotic. I destroyed relationships, and very nearly almost lost everything I’ve ever held important. I leave work at midnight, and when I’m leaving your show comes on the air. I stumbled across it one night, and I’ve been an avid listener ever since. </div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 16.0px;"><br />
</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">The word fate gets thrown around a lot, and really, without reason. I happen to turn on a sports radio station and listen to a sports radio show. That part isn’t surprising. What is surprising, is how much this show has changed me (for the better of course!) I’ve learned that although my brain my not always function the way I’d like it to, the chemicals cannot effect the way my heart beats. I’ve learned to take pride in myself, and finds things that make me feel good about being a person again.</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 16.0px;"><br />
</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">For what it’s worth, I’m always going to be a fan of the show. And someday when you do a show about the Red Sox, I’ll be sure to call in. But the real thing the show has taught me is how to be a fan of yourself. “What’s good in your life?” is the question you ask most callers when they get in. I ask myself that question every morning when I get out of bed, regardless of how much I may or may not want to. Not because I want to, but because I need to. </div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 16.0px;"><br />
</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">I’m more than the chemical in-balances.</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 16.0px;"><br />
</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">That’s what’s good in my life.</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 16.0px;"><br />
</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">Now like I said earlier, this is the first time I’ve ever done any sort of writing like this. I can imagine that you get lots of emails, and just hoping that you’ll read this is enough for me. But there is a part of me that hopes to hear something back. Either way, I’ll be listening.</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 16.0px;"><br />
</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">Go Red Sox!</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 16.0px;"><br />
</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">Andrew </div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">andrew@andrewjoemorris.com</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 16.0px;"><br />
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Remember...no matter what. YOU are always more than your chemical in-balances.iwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8132524788828515982.post-68981133652559994392010-06-22T16:45:00.000-07:002010-06-22T16:45:55.664-07:00from the playbooki used a cheap love you and turned it into an even cheaper fuck (you)<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">ou don't know how much I adore</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">this damp rag soaked in chloroform</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">It makes me so hard to ignore</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">cause I could never keep your attention</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">I'm not one to make threats</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">I've been reduced to promises</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">I lie to myself cause I do it best</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">I'm not <b>honest</b> with my <b>intentions</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">So if the blindfold starts to slip</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">and the rope starts to rip</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">and I slowly start to give in</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">girl, you know I'm sorry</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">But tonight I'll wait until I know you're fast asleep</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">to poison you with memories of you and me</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><b>I pray you die slowly so I can be the last thing you see</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">you'll see</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">Girl you're busy and that's fine</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">but there's one thing I gotta get off my mind</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">I won't take too much of your time</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">I promise this won't last long</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><b>I used to be your biggest fan,</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><b><br />
</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">you used to say I was your man</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">Now if I can't have you no one can</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">I'll be the last boy you hang up on</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">So if the blindfold starts to slip</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">and the rope starts to rip</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">and I slowly start to give in</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">girl, you know I'm sorry</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">But tonight I'll wait until I know you're fast asleep</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">to poison you with memories of you and me</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">I pray you die slowly so I can be the last thing you see</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">oh you'll see</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">She's losing consciousness</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">I'm gaining confidence</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">It's starting to make sense</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">She's covered in finger prints</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">From her lips to her hips</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">All I wanted was one more kiss</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">She's losing consciousness</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">I'm gaining confidence</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">It's starting to make sense</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">She's covered in finger prints</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">From her lips to her hips</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">All I wanted was one more kiss</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">Tonight I'll wait until I know you're fast asleep</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">to poison you with memories of you and me</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 11px;">I pray you die slowly so I can be the last thing you see</span>iwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8132524788828515982.post-76002669514899217782010-06-14T02:23:00.001-07:002010-06-14T02:23:22.869-07:00note to selfi've got a pharmaceutical wish list.iwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8132524788828515982.post-6509831501679151912010-06-09T02:34:00.000-07:002010-06-09T02:34:22.161-07:00I feel brand new again<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 16px;"><span class="pg" style="color: #333333; display: inline; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: italic; font-weight: bold; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 3px; padding-top: 0px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; color: #333333; cursor: default; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal; font-weight: normal;"></span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 16px;"><span class="pg" style="color: #333333; display: inline; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: italic; font-weight: bold; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 3px; padding-top: 0px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; color: #333333; cursor: default; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">–noun</span></span></span></span><br />
<div class="luna-Ent" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: block; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 3px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span class="dnindex" style="color: #7b7b7b; display: block; float: left; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; width: 28px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">1.</span></span></span><div class="dndata" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 37px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; color: #333333; cursor: default; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">an</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; color: #333333; cursor: default; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">inspiring</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">or</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">animating</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">action</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">or</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">influence:</span> </span><span class="ital-inline" style="color: #333333; display: inline; font-family: Georgia, Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: italic; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">I</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">cannot</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: #b5d5ff; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">write</span><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; color: #333333; cursor: default; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">poetry</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; color: #333333; cursor: default; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">without</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">inspiration.</span></span></span></div></div><div class="luna-Ent" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: block; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 3px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span class="dnindex" style="color: #7b7b7b; display: block; float: left; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; width: 28px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">2.</span></span></span><div class="dndata" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 37px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">something</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; color: #333333; cursor: default; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">inspired,</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">as</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">an</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">idea.</span></span></div></div><div class="luna-Ent" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: block; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 3px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span class="dnindex" style="color: #7b7b7b; display: block; float: left; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; width: 28px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">3.</span></span></span><div class="dndata" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 37px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">a</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">result</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">of</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; color: #333333; cursor: default; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">inspired</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">activity.</span></span></div></div><div class="luna-Ent" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: block; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 3px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span class="dnindex" style="color: #7b7b7b; display: block; float: left; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; width: 28px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">4.</span></span></span><div class="dndata" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 37px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">a</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">thing</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">or</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">person</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; color: #333333; cursor: default; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">that</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">inspires.</span></span></div></div><div class="luna-Ent" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: block; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 3px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span class="dnindex" style="color: #7b7b7b; display: block; float: left; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; width: 28px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">5.</span></span></span><div class="dndata" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 37px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span class="labset" style="color: #333333; display: inline; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span class="ital-inline" style="color: #333333; display: inline; font-family: Georgia, Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: italic; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">Theology</span> </span></span><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">.</span></span><div class="luna-Nested" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: relative;"><span class="dnindex" style="color: #7b7b7b; display: block; float: left; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; width: 28px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">a.</span></span></span><div class="dndata" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 30px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">a</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">divine</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; color: #333333; cursor: default; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">influence</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">directly</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">and</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">immediately</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">exerted</span><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">upon</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">the</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">mind</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">or</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; color: #333333; cursor: default; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">soul.</span></span></div></div><div class="luna-Nested" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: relative;"><span class="dnindex" style="color: #7b7b7b; display: block; float: left; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; width: 28px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">b.</span></span></span><div class="dndata" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 30px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">the</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">divine</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">quality</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">of</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; color: #333333; cursor: default; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">the</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">writings</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">or</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">words</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">of</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">a</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; color: #333333; cursor: default; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">person</span><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">so</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">influenced.</span></span></div></div></div></div><div class="luna-Ent" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: block; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 3px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span class="dnindex" style="color: #7b7b7b; display: block; float: left; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; width: 28px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">6.</span></span></span><div class="dndata" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 37px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">the</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">drawing</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">of</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">air</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">into</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">the</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">lungs;</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; color: #333333; cursor: default; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">inhalation.</span></span></div></div><div class="luna-Ent" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: block; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 3px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span class="dnindex" style="color: #7b7b7b; display: block; float: left; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; width: 28px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">7.</span></span></span><div class="dndata" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 37px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">the</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">act</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">of</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">inspiring;</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">quality</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">or</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">state</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">of</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; color: #333333; cursor: default; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">being</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; color: #333333; cursor: default; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;">inspired.</span></span></div><div class="dndata" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 37px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; color: #333333; cursor: default; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><br />
</span></span></div><div class="dndata" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 37px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span id="hotword" style="color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; color: #333333; cursor: default; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.25em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: static;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">rest in peace emo hair cut. we barely knew ya</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #303030; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">Fall Out Boy-"Hum Hallelujah"</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #303030; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px;">It's all a game of this or that, now versus then<br />
better off against worse for wear<br />
And you’re someone who knows someone who knows someone I once knew<br />
And I just want to be a part of this<br />
<br />
The road outside my house is paved with good intentions<br />
Hired a construction crew, 'cause it's hell on the engine<br />
You are the dreamer and we are the dream.<br />
I could write it better than you ever felt it.<br />
<br />
So hum hallelujah,<br />
Just off the key of reason<br />
I thought I loved you<br />
It was just how you looked in the light.<br />
A teenage vow in a parking lot<br />
"Till tonight do us part"<br />
I sing the blues and swallow them too<br />
<br />
My words are my faith to hell with our good name.<br />
A remix of your guts-your insides X-rayed<br />
And one day we'll get nostalgic for disaster<br />
we're a bull, your ears are just a china shop<br />
<br />
I love you in the same way, there's a chapel in a hospital<br />
One foot in your bedroom and one foot out the door<br />
Sometimes we take chances, sometimes we take pills.<br />
I could write it better than you ever felt it.<br />
<br />
So hum hallelujah,<br />
Just off the key of reason<br />
I thought I loved you<br />
It was just how you looked in the light.<br />
A teenage vow in a parking lot<br />
"Till tonight do us part"<br />
I sing the blues and swallow them too<br />
<br />
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelu...<br />
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelu...<br />
(Hum hallelujah (Hum hallelujah), hum hallelujah (Hum hallelujah))<br />
<br />
A teenage vow in a parking lot<br />
"Till tonight do us part"<br />
I sing the blues and swallow them too<br />
<br />
So hum hallelujah,<br />
Just off the key of reason<br />
I thought I loved you<br />
It was just how you looked in the light.<br />
A teenage vow in a parking lot (Hum hallelujah)<br />
"Till tonight do us part"<br />
Love in a parking lot (Hum hallelujah)<br />
"Till tonight do us part"<br />
A teenage vow in a parking lot<br />
"Till tonight do us part"<br />
I sing the blues and swallow them too</span>iwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8132524788828515982.post-71240118927265413182010-05-13T02:32:00.000-07:002010-05-13T02:32:05.688-07:00greatnessput you life on hold for about 8 minutes and remember how great this is<br />
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weightless<br />
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but not quite worthlessiwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8132524788828515982.post-36287722522526184622010-05-05T03:06:00.000-07:002010-05-05T03:06:49.189-07:00a map without a compass<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', verdana, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;"></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', verdana, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">I was neck deep in madness for 8 weeks. It’s only now that since I’ve been “clean” so to speak that I’ve been able to figure out what exactly has happened and how many bodies lay behind me. </div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 16.0px;"><br />
</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">I’m going to attempt to digest and interpret the past 8 weeks with my best educated guess as to where the time and my head ventured. I’m using receipts and my bread crumbs back to whatever happened. Most of these stories will be in my first zine that should be available sometime late spring/early summer. </div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 16.0px;"><br />
</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">This isn’t going to be fun. It certainly won’t make much sense. Chronologically speaking, it’s out of total order. But it happened. It shook me to my core and turned my entire world inside out.</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 16.0px;"><br />
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</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">This isn’t for you. </div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 16.0px;"><br />
</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">This is for me.</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><br />
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</div></span>iwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8132524788828515982.post-26420652834593269232010-05-04T03:19:00.001-07:002010-05-04T03:19:37.308-07:00mindless self indulgence<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiENGbhgc8MYk-tHpPCpkb1wtrHkZiVmbTu7_ib0Lt-jPKTahkt_4wnwea4mCmapQss-6WI5c06-sZoMPIlJiHO9sKmbWHvCcvShZUjGB2LjBhyphenhyphenjKGOr1E5CJwvXxlC7JKFa3TgbcAT_KPM/s1600/the-secret_seal_on_dark.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="243" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiENGbhgc8MYk-tHpPCpkb1wtrHkZiVmbTu7_ib0Lt-jPKTahkt_4wnwea4mCmapQss-6WI5c06-sZoMPIlJiHO9sKmbWHvCcvShZUjGB2LjBhyphenhyphenjKGOr1E5CJwvXxlC7JKFa3TgbcAT_KPM/s400/the-secret_seal_on_dark.jpg" width="400" /></a></div>not an original idea. but not a bad idea either.iwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8132524788828515982.post-52505363109535282262010-04-27T03:20:00.000-07:002010-04-27T03:20:23.218-07:00the eyes are the give away. they are dull and faded from past glory.my eyes write eulogies my head cannot possibly cash. exhausted and desperate. my wrists are simply landing points and extraction zones for the blades and second chances. Die alone in an unmarked grave for an unremarkable life. I'm tired of the diagnosis, I simply want a prognosis of how to make this better. Remind the doctors that the clock is ticking. I don't have forever.<br />
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I<br />
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Am<br />
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Not<br />
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Welliwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8132524788828515982.post-54942206899197138112010-04-26T02:06:00.000-07:002010-04-26T02:06:07.267-07:00in a world gone mad<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEidpKBxO67SDsRb0olU2KuSFMAUIqc2_uI2AFFezMtS5lt6U4g0HBP3AydolxBWeHUyeX2pvyLVqm734B4wsYIjKtVl6P36BapgC1xDG8nHJdyDGYdyHWVEBxnZp8aS3UVe5i7KX8KaJOYa/s1600/andyclose.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEidpKBxO67SDsRb0olU2KuSFMAUIqc2_uI2AFFezMtS5lt6U4g0HBP3AydolxBWeHUyeX2pvyLVqm734B4wsYIjKtVl6P36BapgC1xDG8nHJdyDGYdyHWVEBxnZp8aS3UVe5i7KX8KaJOYa/s320/andyclose.jpg" /></a></div>all we've got is the madness to hang ontoiwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8132524788828515982.post-28219166333534895412010-04-23T17:13:00.000-07:002010-04-23T17:13:14.161-07:00I'm not Okay (I promise)<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #303030; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; white-space: pre;"><object height="385" width="480"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/jOnI5GGpXck&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/jOnI5GGpXck&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object></span></span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #303030; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px;">Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #303030; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px;">I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.<br />
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,<br />
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?<br />
<br />
I'm not okay<br />
I'm not okay<br />
I'm not okay<br />
You wear me out<br />
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What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?<br />
(I'm not okay)<br />
I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means<br />
(I'm not okay)<br />
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook<br />
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!<br />
<br />
I'm not okay<br />
I'm not okay<br />
I'm not okay<br />
You wear me out<br />
<br />
Forget about the dirty looks<br />
The photographs your boyfriend took<br />
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed<br />
<br />
I'm okay<br />
I'm okay!<br />
I'm okay, now<br />
(I'm okay, now)<br />
<br />
But you really need to listen to me<br />
Because I'm telling you the truth<br />
I mean this, I'm okay!<br />
(Trust Me)<br />
<br />
I'm not okay<br />
I'm not okay<br />
Well, I'm not okay<br />
I'm not o-fucking-kay<br />
I'm not okay<br />
I'm not okay<br />
(Okay)</span>iwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8132524788828515982.post-6034588146685361172010-04-20T12:18:00.000-07:002010-04-20T12:18:01.695-07:00thanks to you<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVXhIdxPQ8d0oztTXwIoqLXQ46b2lnvhOsvrWNdh6KBgJh5LI3aRKlhNDZE2EOUQ73gZgog3LbKLJP01i9_gROSkvQYIv3wbMBGaLz28HlVukwbwt93T6JrG-DuXODAltps2HsrJ6xVJkS/s1600/IMG_6309.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVXhIdxPQ8d0oztTXwIoqLXQ46b2lnvhOsvrWNdh6KBgJh5LI3aRKlhNDZE2EOUQ73gZgog3LbKLJP01i9_gROSkvQYIv3wbMBGaLz28HlVukwbwt93T6JrG-DuXODAltps2HsrJ6xVJkS/s320/IMG_6309.JPG" /></a></div>i'm starting to figure out who I am.<br />
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This is the beginning.iwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8132524788828515982.post-45719905140957459132010-04-15T03:15:00.000-07:002010-04-15T03:15:02.512-07:00surgically i'm a mess<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #303030; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px;">Tearing out my hair<br />
on a bedroom floor<br />
empty all the meds<br />
never anymore<br />
for sure<br />
throbbing in my flesh<br />
breaking out in scarlet sores<br />
therapy I've been enslaved<br />
I think I'll medicate this rage<br />
<br />
So now I've crossed the line<br />
(tearing out my hair on a bedroom floor)<br />
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Fixing up the drugs<br />
with a tiny flame<br />
put 'em in my lungs<br />
and forget my name<br />
I blame my parents for molesting me<br />
with self-fulfilling prophecies<br />
the teacher for indulging me<br />
his shit dressed up in fury, fear and shame<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #303030; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px;">So now I've crossed the line</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #303030; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px;">(put 'em in my lungs and forget my name)<br />
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High and I'll drive<br />
I'll get high and I'll drive<br />
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If I were the keys<br />
then where would I be<br />
if it's up to me<br />
then I will be free<br />
if I were the keys<br />
then where would I be<br />
if it's up to me<br />
then I will be free<br />
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yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah</span>iwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8132524788828515982.post-39327833246797661022010-04-14T03:08:00.001-07:002010-04-14T03:08:23.049-07:00the mirror broke from my gaze. i am the eye of the hurricane"<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 16px;">Isn't it crazy how the same things that keep you ticking are also what keeps breaking you down"</span><br />
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till death do us part(y)iwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8132524788828515982.post-59647563437941294222010-04-06T03:34:00.000-07:002010-04-06T03:34:48.506-07:0038° 45' N 90° 23' Wneurologically impaired<br />
my physics are scared<br />
the phisiology of madness<br />
i love the way it <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/35570672@N02/">feels</a><br />
wedding dress blues<br />
honey(over)the moon.<br />
all is not well in my present state (of mind)iwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8132524788828515982.post-91608204417622590892010-04-05T02:31:00.000-07:002010-04-05T02:31:51.228-07:00carry me to the ICU<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><b>my head is completly, and utterly missing. I'm at a loss. This is the worst I've ever felt. I'm a liability to everyone I know.</b></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><b><br />
</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><b>Here's your warning. Things will never be the same.</b></span></span></div>iwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8132524788828515982.post-34514746036892743612010-04-03T01:57:00.001-07:002010-04-03T01:57:49.140-07:00the dna was all wrong<div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">This is an open apology. I’m sorry for being screwed up. My DNA takes precidence over my will to fight the chemicals inside my brain. I’m a mess. I’m scars. I’m not worth my weight in gold. I feel so empty on days when things should matter. The only thing I’ve got to look forward to is the day when things will stop moving so quickly. I’d give anything for this madness to take a vacation. Or better yet, I need a vacation from my madness. This sadness is defenying. I can no longer make sense of days or weeks. The compass that points my head back to me is spinning and I have no idea how to stop any of this. It’s a slipper slope. They say the age of 25 is when the beginning of the end happens for people like us. I need the light at the end of the tunnel. Regardless of consequence, I’m a disaster zone. This is not a good moment for me. Life until this point has been a series of casulties one following another. You can’t get away from the epicenter of my destruction. I will break everything and everyone down. </div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 16.0px;"><br />
</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">It’s not that you couldn’t handle me. </div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 16.0px;"><br />
</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">It’s more of not being able to be handled by someone like you.</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 16.0px;"><br />
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</div><div style="font: 13.0px Times New Roman; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">I’m sorry.</div>iwontletyoulovemehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06179385357536503182noreply@blogger.com0