west coast (mood) swing

gotta get away sometimes. found myself in the desert. no mirage. this is love. fireflies. summer time. got your bed head and wont be the same till i find my way back to your timezone. call home collect and have them save a room for me.

4-1-05

to: you

from: me

subject: fuck this/you/my past/your future

took a cold shower to get the feeling of you off my skin

"out of sight, out of mind"

i always looked at you as pathetic

hold the magnifying glass as high as the drugs in your veins

dont stare at the sun forever

found you on the bathroom floor

another attempt at the afterlife

failure's not flattering

counted your excuses like the slashes on your skin

rising to the top 

blood cell(mates)

"all your cheap words about hearts and accidents"

got the keys to your insecurities

(un)locked and loaded

like your medicine cabinet, i'm better off without you

you showed me what love isn't supposed to be

thank you for being so awful

the truth is I never missed you.  

i never even loved you

cloudy

shine your eyes down my spine

make me believe in tomorrow

got a bad case of the blues 

drug my conscience through muddy waters

forecasted another sleepless night

"head stopper pill popper"

addicted to the empty bed and cloudy head

homesick homewrecker

anti (no)bodies

starting everyday on the wrong side of the bed

and wrong side of the country

xo

the mirrors my toughest critic

stich my head to my pillow

keep my dreams in one place for the night

wrapped around your words 

hid my blues in bags under my eyes

falling off ledges and into my eyelids

"it's a night full of pills and a bottle of thrills"

vein vs vain

wish my head had a snooze button

"turn me off and check back in 9"

changing moods and medicines

i'm a whirlwind

youre the weatherman

and you still won't see me coming

love wouldn't let me get away

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half a heart from half a by timezones away.  if i slept, i'm sure i'd dream of you.  set you watches ahead to catch up to where we've been.
no sleep ever.

hid the blues in bags under my eyes

i'm just not complete without you

kept my conscience locked down to make it this far

alone and strung out on lonliness.

i'll wish across the nation

11:11 

(clandestine industries x amnesty international exclusive)

the world's got a conscience now.

i'm not afraid of forever

when our love is infinite

tminus 4 days

i wish...

..that my head had a gps.  so I could get right back to this moment, with this girl, in this timezone.

I had a revelation last night.

My kisses were meant for only your lips.