disappear

razored smiles
etched on your teeth
"get some sleep silly boy"
i'd run away with you
and not come back to being me.




i've outgrown my head and heart

restraints

shackel the monster
but you can't keep him locked away forever
bad news flash
a hurricane warning






this is only the beginning

the whole truth, and nothing but...

"I wanna scream I love you from the top of my lungs
But I'm afraid that someone else will hear me
You can only blame your problems on my world for so long
Before it all becomes the same old song
As soon as we hit the hospital, I know we're gonna leave this town
And get new passports and get get get get get out now"


The (shipped) gold standard-fall out boy








this is only about you.

Cacoethes scribendi

like love on a rainy day from lips that are tornadoes.  guts that are tied in 24 karat knots.


love isnt a timezone
or a battle field
it is that fleeting moment
where the world stands still
but you keep me spinning.

rage

bloddy knuckled eyes. it's a whirlwind. this won't make sense but neither does the blueprint of my head. black and blue. it's all moods and end games. i'll murder today if it gets me past right now.

inside every dark night

my guts are black and my conscience is bleak. ive got to make due on my own promises for once.

loyalty

when everything's said and done, i've stayed loyal to the person i've wanted to become. most people don't. they can't. admission of being someone who changes their core values is impossible for most of them. i'll put the pen to the paper when you eventually put the needle to your veins. the drugs up your nose. i pour my heart out at everychance i get while others bury theirs in despair.

i'll be watching when you hit rock bottom. truth be told, i'll be glad to push you off the cliff.