Tuesday, March 31, 2009


slept a little
missed you a lot


Friday, March 27, 2009

bright smiles x sweet dreams

drunk dialed i to myself
lost focus of life
followed it down the drain
that time regrets became second chances
found the reasons to keep on going on a bathroom floor
no good (bed) head
breaking and entering bedroom windows till i get caught
i get me when im with you
forecasting the blues into a sunset
(com)promise versus forever
developed a habit of wanting to impress you
dressed my wounds for success
put my love on a mixtape
everyone has better words than i do

always cheat the pharmacy.  cut through a dark(er) idea.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

snack attack packer

changing time zones in thirteen days.  lucky numbers come in different packages.  wouldn't you like to believe that everything happens for a reason?

couldnt wait to tell you

i love you

Monday, March 16, 2009

(com)promise to love me

dug some salt out of old wounds
i like the way bitterness tastes compared to how it feels
wore my conscience around my neck
a mere fashion accessory
catching the sparkle in your eyes when you think of me, myself, and i
got a bad case of hasbeens versus the never gonna be
the idea that some part of the world is always awake is comforting.
only if i was there instead of here
followed the (gold) rush right into my veins
chased the high expectations with a low dose of reality

ive got a complex.  i can't ever let happiness creep all the way in.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

exCUsES, excUSEs

been away from love forawhile
homesick the way you looked at me when we took a chance on the same heartbeat
took a sip of the night and got lost in the hangover
i'm addicted to heart attack(er)s and second chances
dazed and confUSED
lied to a psychiatrist
just to get a fix of the truth
overdosing on shooting starts into my veins
bring me back to li(f)e as a romantic
looked in the mirror to measure my vanity
got a few perscriptions to measure my sanity 

sometimes i cant find the words that fit my mood. or other times they just feel worthless and too well rehersed. yet i could never get tired of telling you this.

te AMO
je t'aime
lay ovlay ouyay

Friday, March 6, 2009

commitment vs committed

the truth is i'm only crazy about you

Thursday, March 5, 2009

if at first you dont succeed....

...try try again.

i'm tragically flawed.

i'm sorry.