re(inspire)

Fall Out Boy-"Hum Hallelujah"


It's all a game of this or that, now versus then
better off against worse for wear
And you’re someone who knows someone who knows someone I once knew
And I just want to be a part of this

The road outside my house is paved with good intentions
Hired a construction crew, 'cause it's hell on the engine
You are the dreamer and we are the dream.
I could write it better than you ever felt it.

So hum hallelujah,
Just off the key of reason
I thought I loved you
It was just how you looked in the light.
A teenage vow in a parking lot
"Till tonight do us part"
I sing the blues and swallow them too

My words are my faith to hell with our good name.
A remix of your guts-your insides X-rayed
And one day we'll get nostalgic for disaster
we're a bull, your ears are just a china shop

I love you in the same way, there's a chapel in a hospital
One foot in your bedroom and one foot out the door
Sometimes we take chances, sometimes we take pills.
I could write it better than you ever felt it.

So hum hallelujah,
Just off the key of reason
I thought I loved you
It was just how you looked in the light.
A teenage vow in a parking lot
"Till tonight do us part"
I sing the blues and swallow them too

Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelu...
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelu...
(Hum hallelujah (Hum hallelujah), hum hallelujah (Hum hallelujah))

A teenage vow in a parking lot
"Till tonight do us part"
I sing the blues and swallow them too

So hum hallelujah,
Just off the key of reason
I thought I loved you
It was just how you looked in the light.
A teenage vow in a parking lot (Hum hallelujah)
"Till tonight do us part"
Love in a parking lot (Hum hallelujah)
"Till tonight do us part"
A teenage vow in a parking lot
"Till tonight do us part"
I sing the blues and swallow them too

greatness

put you life on hold for about 8 minutes and remember how great this is

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got lost in the stars

weightless

but not quite worthless

a map without a compass

I was neck deep in madness for 8 weeks.  It’s only now that since I’ve been “clean” so to speak that I’ve been able to figure out what exactly has happened and how many bodies lay behind me. 

I’m going to attempt to digest and interpret the past 8 weeks with my best educated guess as to where the time and my head ventured.  I’m using receipts and my bread crumbs back to whatever happened.  Most of these stories will be in my first zine that should be available sometime late spring/early summer. 

This isn’t going to be fun.  It certainly won’t make much sense.  Chronologically speaking, it’s out of total order.  But it happened.  It shook me to my core and turned my entire world inside out.

This isn’t for you. 

This is for me.

mindless self indulgence

not an original idea.  but not a bad idea either.